Averylust – The Body Snatcher, Part Three (End of the Trilogy)


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I’m sure everyone was wishing these were done and over with, but I think after obtaining this gem of a fuck up, her own idiocy speaks more for her then I ever could. I’m not going to rant much, I’m just going to leave my response to the numbers to each piece of information that’s highlighted and numbered. If you have any questions, please feel free ti message me in-world. If you don’t know my name, it’s Verinne Ansar.

#1.) I did not have access to Amphetamine Resident. This is an alt account of Trevor, my boyfriend. I didn’t receive the information to log in to this account until halfway through April, because I use this account on mobile during the week because it sits in the Gor Hub, because Verinne is banned for being a meanie.

#2.) This one is great. Here is her name from that time for her “chatlogs”, and from *my* chatlogs. I guess when she was writing her chat-log fan fiction she forgot that her name included special characters. It was probably too much effort on top of the already obvious hours worth of time she put in to creating these. However, It’s one of the most obvious, glaring fuck ups of the fictious logs.

#3.) That’s a really funny sentence coming from me, when I was in GE for a long while with Trevor, from Norsvald to Kassau and etc. I hadn’t been in BTB for years and I haven’t been interested in RPing for years.

#4.) Still before April, so I still didn’t have access to this account btw. Even if I did, why would I be “TPing around a lot”? Where the hell would I even be? A BTB RP Sim? What the fuck for? Amphetamine Resident has a low cut dress on with a sword and a bow strapped on her. She was made when a bunch of the guys wanted to go decimate GE groups as a full group of female avatars, not to go RP.

#5.) How am I making you a new account on my mobile at 11am SLT, so 2pm my time on a Friday. I’m at work. Also, who the fuck uses the term “full stop” other then you who “studies creative writing”?

#6.) That’s weird, I’m pretty sure I own that hair. Also, why am I calling you a silly girl? Are you fetishizing me now? Do I come off as Dominant to you? I’m concerned.

#7.) What the fuck is this sentence? No one in their fucking right mind who has ever interacted with me would ever think I would type something like that.

#8.) Again, no one who has ever spoken to me would ever think i’d use the term, “deets”. Details, bitch. You obviously are overlooking them if you think I’d ever fucking say “deets”.

#9.) What is this? You just said by to me, I just SUPPOSEDLY logged off, so what the hell are you even talking about. The whole discussion before this like in no way was in any way in reference to something you’d be uncomfortable about, so where did you accidentally mean to type this line? When I was “giving you the deets”?

I can’t even.

#10.) Woah, hold your horses there. You totally went from zero to a hundred. This is a bit too obvious, you know? You’ve been “talking to this person for months” but your instant reaction was YOU GAVE IT TO VERINNE THIS IS WHAT YOU WERE DOING THE WHOLE TIME.

I wasn’t even talking to you for a month and I gave you the benefit of the doubt.

#11.) This here is the only valid piece of chat log. I have the portion of it in my chat log also shown. This is the single piece of chat log that made her assume Amphetamine Resident was my alt, and I’ve always had her, and I made her, and I use her.

Oh, bonus answer time!

#12.) Here we see I have a meeting apparently. I asked numerous people and SL chat logs are kept with SLT time, in Military time. Which means 22:26 is 10:26PM SLT. I’m SLT +3, so my job better be giving me some crazy good overtime if I’m going to a meeting at 1:26am EST.

The gyazo’s at the end are simply her gyazos of the same chat she’s pretending is real.
I’ll be here for your next shitty attempt to discredit me, but you might want to stop. You’re really just making it worse for yourself.


Averylust – The Bodysnatcher Part 2

I’m glad I woke up to feed my cat because I wonder how long this big, slanderous, full of bullshit backpedal and attempt to spare herself the pain of her already completely damaged reputation, will stay up before she deletes it. Like, it took a blog post for you to stop hiding behind friend filters with your pictures and post them? Really? I guess when you can’t go push an “Abuse Report” button under the images, you have to, right?


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Now. Seeing as how on my flickr, when I made shit like this she was not blocked, and was more then able to respond and defend herself, however I’m not capable of doing that on hers (why would I be, what’s logic), I’m going to respond to these pieces of bullshit one by one.

Also. Make up your mind. This shape has been the same one since one and two. So honestly. You both keep saying “omg its cy’s shape” or “omg it’s verinnes” and yet you can’t actually pick one. Because it’s actually neither. You guys are just obsessed. And amazingly enough, it’s the same shape in the last three pictures I’ve had on my profile just different angles.

That’s a lie. The only picture we called Considerably Ordinary’s, which was hers, you deleted. It was your questionnaire picture. The question is why did you delete that image? I guess I could ask, why did you delete plenty of images that were used in my images to compare if you’re not guilty, but let’s not dwell on that.

Oh, and thank you for admitting you’re stalking me or using someone else to do it.

While I’m at it. Noone thinks I’m Verinne. They really don’t. Just like they don’t think I’m Considerably Ordinary. In reality, the reason why recently “I look like Verinne” is because she’s taking things from the outfits I put together and using them. Shall I show examples? Alrighty. Look at the dates. She even made her Maitreya shape wider to look like mine. Her original one vs her new one. I think someone is just wanting to change to look like me now.

Plenty of people think you’re me. I’m not making that up. I’m sorry if you can’t comprehend how fucking obvious you are, but it’s obvious. You’re not fooling anyone, and the fact you keep having to delete posts, hide posts, edit posts, whatever, is even more obvious that you’re aware of that.

For my maitreya shape? You mean the fact I shortened my legs? That’s because you took my fucking Maitreya shape. I’m going to change parts about my fucking avatar so I can still feel like it’s mine, because you fucking stole it.

All those comparisons?

Mine vs Hers.

Mine vs Hers.

Mine vs Hers.

Number one, you’re comparing one of the first posts you did using my shape. This was right after you deleted the one trying to defend yourself and started wearing blindfolds to hide half of your face because of how fucking obvious it is. My blood moon picture is using Slink Hourglass, not Maitreya, and I’m a blogger for Aii, I’m more then allowed to wear her shit — and wear it better then you.

Number two, you’re comparing my Maitreya shape with the original longer legs, with my now shorter Maitreya shape. Hey, don’t forget to mention that those valentine e sleeves you’re wearing were in one my most recent blog posts you read. Thanks for the views.

Number three, again you’re comparing Slink Hourglass to Maitreya. Of which, weren’t you planning on switching to Hourglass as well, before you accidentally drag and dropped Considerably Ordinary’s shape on her? That’s why you wanted her shape to begin with, wasn’t it? Because she uses Hourglass.

So, when you want to compare my face to your face, like in my gif here

That’s when it’s the most fucking obvious you’re a lying bitch.

Moving along.

See, this actually doesn’t bother me because it means I’ve become her inspiration whilst I simply went back to my old style.

One. Two. Three.

Your old style? When did anyone question you about your fucking clothing choices? When was this about what you’re wearing? Last I checked, this was about the fact you copybotted my body shape and act like you didn’t. More-so, you’ve stalked my fucking blog since 2011. Your style? You’re just a blog-reading copycat and I’m still far more creative then you’ll ever be.

Now, when Verinne claimed I was stalking her favourites, it wasn’t that. We follow the same people and most likely we click like on something that the other didn’t see. She goes before some of my likes and sometimes after. However I did actually catch her stalking mine because I went back to a post from January 2015 and liked it and guess who magically did so after? Oh look. Sort of caught yourself out there considering I only like it about a week or so ago. And the other test I did. Again. Honestly, I think you did well outing yourself as the one stalking favourites there.

Ah, the favorites game. You think I’m not supposed to pay attention to an images upload time? Or, were you expecting me to be so oblivious to your attempt to smear me that you know I was watching your favorites because people told me you were faving images after me. I was well aware you were trying to bait me out, but it also made you well aware I wasn’t just letting you go off and be me and you knew I was there enough that you started hiding picture visibility using friends and family tags. The hope was you’d get the fucking idea you’re not getting anywhere with your crazy liies, but just like on tumblr, you keep on trying.

Or where she admits to following me to a sim and claims this is her shape. I didn’t realize your eyes were so big, your nose was so different. I guess you changed your shape to look like mine then. The picture was sent to me by one of her many friends FatalStynax. I just gyazo’d the original one in case they deleted it.

What are you even talking about? Fatalsyntax is me, and everyone is aware of that concept. You’re an idiot, and more-so, what do you mean the nose is different and the eyes are different? You mean you learned to use and tweak some sliders for once? Moving up in the world huh, using a copybotted shape and actually tweaking it slightly in hopes no one will notice. Just because you increased your eye size slider, doesn’t mean anything because my nose was small when you copybotted me. Believe me, I stare at my own face in half dress enough to know. Because, it’s my face.

Time for the best one

Oh, and to make things more funny? Aestriferous was made for me by Verinne’s alt whom befriended me after we originally fought. Convenient. The great thing about that? I have the logs. Now watch her scurry to change or hide them. It’s amazing what people learn when they’re decent and come to you in game and ask what happens. Good work.

Please share me these logs on how Aestriferous is me.

I am quite interested in reading your chat logs from you dual-boxing Averylust and Aestriferous like you were doing when you were claiming I got someone to hack the Aestriferous Account. Please share them for public viewing so that I can laugh at how desperate you are. I hope you got my way of typing down, because if not, it’ll be fucking obvious.

Another point I’d like to make. Me using Considerably Ordinarys shape. Firstly, I don’t have it, just like I deleted Verinnes. The shape you see is my old one with a sharpened chin and eyes that were shrunk a little. Reasons why the shape isn’t hers. When I met Cy in world, she was using Slink Hourglass Shape. Not Maitreya. From my own learning, going from the slink shape to the Maitreya makes it smaller and doesn’t match the original shape. Two. She was wearing mesh lips which her shape had been modded to fit, since I derended her lips at one point since I didn’t like them. I also have the same lips on two previous posts, here and here. Hell, even in the Kumiho Innocent post you can see it’s the same damn shape. The only thing I did was + the legs to 100 instead of 95. So explain to me how that works?

We’re well aware you’re no longer using her shape, but you wanted it because you wanted to use Slink Hourglass. The most obvious reason you’re not using it is because she called you out as soon as you did it with a screenshot of you using Aestriferous to copybot her so obviously you can’t use it. Whereas for me, you’ve played this victim of hacking, bullying, victim, all the while you’re telling people shit when they as you if you’re me that, “oh she was mean to me so I tried to look just like her”. Do you think you trying to be in Gor, where I’ve been for 90% of my SL was going to be the best idea?

The fact you’re trying to compare mouths that don’t even look like the ones from the now deleted questionnaire picture is pretty hilarious. Also, derendered someones mouth because you didn’t like it? What the fuck kind of ridiculous piece of bullshit is that? Yeah, I don’t like that persons FACE so I’m going to derender half of it just because. 


Also, I don’t wear the blindfold to hide my eyes. I wear it because my owner told me to and it’s apart of various characters. Otherwise, what is the point in hiding such a thing when all someone needs to do is derender it? There isn’t. So don’t try and use that BS excuse. If you wanted to see my eyes without a blindfold, just had to ask. Because until a few days ago, they were this big.

Oh, let’s make more made up reasons why you’re doing something. Regardless, yeah, we checked that one out and we had a good laugh.

Again, congrats on learning to use a slider — and before you try to defend something, like my titty size or your body size versus mine in this picture, you’re wearing my old maitreya shape in this picture and again, I’m wearing fucking Slink Hourglass.

Believe me, it’s be tried and tested and no matter what you do, you’re using my fucking shape.

Also. Another point I’d like to make. To all these people, especially that one moron who keeps saying “She was in the HUB the other day harassing people and had a copybot item of Aii’s blindfold.” Give me a date, give me the logs because I can guarantee you, that you’re saying BS. I don’t have copybotted mesh items, especially from Aii because I paid over 3k on her damn gacha to get the ones I wanted. So yes, give me the logs Aiko, give me a date because you can guarantee I have a RP log or IMs with me being with someone. I’d also like to point out that it’s AMAZING I was sitting there in the HUB and you have no logs, no evidence or even any proof of said copybotted item. But I would have had to be there for a while for you to see it. So if you’re going to make up utter bullshit then at least have the evidence to go with it.

I think it’s funnier that you want chat logs when you’re going to send us ones of you talking to yourself pretending Aestriferous or some alt is me. If I sit on mobile all day at work, then come home and I’m on Verinne, when the hell did I get the time to give you some alt with a name that sounds like one of your tumblr blogs? Logic, obviously. *eyeroll*

I’m more inclined to believe Aiko that you were in there acting like Queen V (get it, not B, because she copybotted me, not Beyonce) and wearing copybotted items, then I am to believe that your crazy ex is who hacked your accounts — oh, but we’re back on the other lie, that it was me who did that. Not your ex. The story keeps changing, my bad.

Anywho. unlike Verinne who keeps making posts and posts and posts about this and saying it will be her last one, this will be my only one. Those that want proof of the original owner of Aestriferous. Message me IW so I can send you the logs. Enjoy the stalking, mimicking and utter bullshit.

Again, please share these chat logs that will obviously show that you were talking to yourself while you try to pretend it’s me.

Now, maybe if you weren’t hiding behind comment restrictions, contact group image privacy, or changing your lies about how these situations transpired, people might be more inclined to believe you. However, you copybotted me and got caught.

Why don’t you explain to all of us, since you took the time out of your day to try to defend yourself, to explain why on your Seerbound tumblr, you have a character named Raiden Takahiro and your alt you pretended to be the stranger who copybotted me was Raidentakahiro Resident. Please, explain that to everyone. 

Please see Considerably Ordinary’s Post while it’s up. I’m sure she’ll AR it.

(thats a link)

Averylust – The Body Snatcher


Please be aware I have statcounter installed & have for years.
On all my sites.

So this won’t be a normal post. This won’t be a blog post, or a post with pretty pictures. This won’t be fun or enjoyable and it’ll probably be painful or annoying for some people to see it through their blog feeds, but over three Months have passed since this ordeal has started for me, and it’s not getting better. It honestly sometimes feel like it’s only gotten worse. I kept it to my plurk, which is private, originally. Then I only put it up on my flickr, however, I’m not about to risk my flickr streams deletion because of mass abuse reports because this girl doesn’t want me to talk about what’s going on.

Instead, I’m going to talk about it here.

The beginning of this year in January, I was approached by an avatar by the name of Averylust Resident. She was friendly, she complimented me on my avatar and my blog. She asked some questions about a few old posts of mine. She wasn’t weird about it and I felt comfortable talking to her. Over the years I’ve always been kind to people who directly message me to discuss outfits or my blog so this was no different.

She talked about how she used to love my store, that she loved my blog, and that she was looking in to getting in to Gorean Roleplay. She was at the Gor Hub. Why would I think anything of that? I spent a lot of time afk in the Gor Hub on mobile during the weekdays while I’m at work. Plenty of people are there that I didn’t see because I only keep it on text. In the end she asked me in a notecard to maybe make a shape for her. I never got back to her.

Fast forward a few weeks later. After we spoke, I had added her on Flickr. I surf flickr a lot. Her flickr was a lot of really old pictures, so I could tell that she had seemingly been gone a long while. Then, I scroll through my stream and I see my own face staring back at me, and there was her name. Ahrietta Ahren ( now k u m i h o.) looked identical to me, down to the mole tattoo layers.

I took a deep breath and messaged her. I asked her calmly if she could explain, before I lost my mind on her.
[18:47:12] Verinne Ansar: Hello!
[18:47:25] Verinne Ansar: Before I put you on blast, can you answer a question for me.
[18:47:32] AveryLust Resident: Of course.
[18:47:38] Verinne Ansar: https://i.gyazo.com/bcc236d21ab033ac1772b8b4b884483c.png
[18:48:45] Verinne Ansar: An explanation would be nice.
[18:48:49] AveryLust Resident: Ah, that is why the shape looked familiar. It was given to me randomly when I was sitting around the Hub. Let me grab you his name.
[18:51:22] AveryLust Resident: RaidenTakahiro

Long story short in this situation, but, I believed her. So many people jumped on the post she made on flickr calling her a thief, telling her that’s my face, wtf is wrong with her. She deleted the image off of flickr and an account named Shilosayori Resident messaged me to ask me what happened — claiming to be a friend of hers. None the wiser, I spoke to her. I told her what I thought was the situation: That some asshole gave Averylust Resident my copybotted shape, and for some reason, also a list of my tattoo layers taken from my plurk.

The key point is that I believed her. I kept talking to Averylust Resident after she copybotted me because I believed she was just a victim of a shitty situation.

I was wrong. She is 100% the guilty party.

A couple days after this copybotting fiasco, and she and I are still talking almost daily — at least every other day or so on. She expressed, perpetually, how sorry she was. That she felt guilty, and stupid, for not realizing it was stolen. That she would never accept anything from a random stranger account ever again. I told her it was okay. That I had explained to everyone the situation. That I didn’t blame her for the situation — and she let me, even though she was lying to me the whole time.

I was at a sale and, being kind to her, I thought it would be a nice thing to let her know. A few moments later she landed in the store and I cammed to her, because I was going to go find her and stand with her. You know, typical SL friend things. When I saw her still wearing my shape however, I was done. I told her she was a liar and it was ridiculous that she’d tell me she deleted my shape when she was still so obviously using it. I know she said something to me, but I don’t  even remember, I was too mad.

I was taken for a fool.

About 15 minutes later there was a post put up, now deleted, on her flickr explaining that it’s all a misunderstanding that she’s the victim of raidentakahiro resident, the copybotter who also stalkers social media, that he gave it to her in the hub and she isn’t using it anymore. That she will wear every tattoo layer I do because she went and bought them so she shouldn’t have to not use them.

People lashed out at her in my defense, but also, people lashed out at me, defending her from me. I was called an internet bully, a mean girl. That I was just upset because she was another white haired fox girl. One girl whom I knew, never on a personal level, but knew of, defended her so fiercely. Eventually, it died down and it was deleted. I don’t have even a picture of that post it was such a blur.


Above, the image shows the initial January meeting time frame, as well as the image when I first realized she had my shape. Then, in the center you see that even though I changed skins, she was close behind to make the switch as well, obviously keeping watch of my flickr.

It also shows how she emulated my profile in hers, which caused a fair amount of confused messages from people I used to know in the Gorean community, confused as to why I was around on an RP alt. I still get those even now, and it’s a painful discussion every time.

Towards the end of May however, something else happened that didn’t involve me. Instead, it involved one of the girls whom had defended Averylust Resident from me and all the people championing my honor, so to speak. I woke up to a picture on my stream on flickr from Considerably Ordinary, of a screenshot of her standing in the middle of Truth Hair, being accidentally given her copybotted shape by Aestriferous Resident, Averylust Resident’s Alt. She obviously didn’t think that dragging and dropping was a bad idea. With Averylust Resident standing directly beside Considerably, she must’ve missed the drag because of the AO animations but Considerably was given her shape nonetheless.

(Image below from Considerably Ordinary’s flickr, as well as overlayed with additional Information).


Fast Forward to now.

      Averylust Resident has been claiming I bully her. I even got a SL Secret posted about me, claiming I “get people banned from events because I can only be the slender white kitsune with a vco mouth”. However, I haven’t worn a VCO mouth since she copybotted me. I wear TSG’s Rei, from Skin Fair, of which she also switched to not long after I did (shown in the first image).

She tells people in Gor that I was mean to her, that I stalk her. That I got her alt Aestriferous Resident hacked, and that it was hacked when it gave Considerably Ordinary her shape. That it was all my doing. I was smearing her name.

Yet, there she is in the community I used to be in, telling people all this, all the while people are coming back to me asking what the hell was going on with this girl.

So finally, I explained it all on Flickr. After she copybotted Considerably, I felt like I had to tell people about her. Through that, a lot of people spoke up about bad experiences with her and I felt so bad for them, because I understood. She seemed to genuine and nice in the beginning, but in the end all she’s done is take advantage of the people who are the kindest to her.

I found out that she has a huge reputation in the tumblr RP community as an abuser, character thief whose attacked other people in the community, as well as fake suicide on numerous occassions for attention. I found out that this behavior of deceit was a habit. It made me feel a little bit better. I actually reached out to a few people and it was like a tiny little therapy session or support group. They went through similar situations, even though it wasn’t Second Life.

I also got a lot of support from the Second Life community, which was really amazing. I didn’t expect so many people to reach out to me about the ordeal.  So thank you everyone for that.

My biggest issue with the whole situation was I felt like people didn’t believe me. Like, I truly was just bullying this poor girl for no reason other then because she copied my blogged outfits. That maybe she was hacked, maybe she was an idiot given copybotted items. I just couldn’t live with that thought. I come off as mean, but I’m blunt and speak my mind. As anyone who actually got past that, and I’m extremely protective of my friends and I love them dearly — because they accept my asshole personality for what it is, and know I’m actually pretty kind.

So, I kept looking. Finally, one day I saw on an old post on her flickr the name Ahrietty. She called it an RP character of hers. So I googled it, and holy shit. 

I found pages and pages and pages of posts on tumblr about her — about all her names. Ahrietty, Voltaec, Okirro, Okiero, Seerbound. About how she threatened people, harassed people, you name it, there is a documented piece of proof she did it.  My interest was with the seerbound tumblr though. She admitted in a post on her flickr that Seerbound Resident was her alt.


Within that blog, I found the answer I needed. 

There I saw posts talking about a character in her RP characters back story, and his name was Raiden Takahiro.

There could be no way it was a giant coincidence. The seerbound tumblr RP blog made all the bad references to Korean Kumiho mythology while her Character was with a Japanese Name and religion. The messiness of the character which was obviously built off my own second life RP character I had in my profile and RPed at Realm of The Forgotten in 2015.

This was her blog, and Raiden Takahiro was her character. That meant that Raidentakahiro Resident was her alt. The account used to copybot me was hers.

The gif above, the image of me with the blue background is from May. The image that overlays over it is an image from Averylust Resident’s flickr.

How can anyone still believe that it isn’t my shape? 

It’s like staring at a picture someones done for me. Like I asked someone to edit a screenshot of me. It’s infuriating and depressing, at the same time.

The flickr posts I had up have been taken down. She ARed me to the point where I wasn’t going to risk losing my flickr stream because of her. However, I documented them.

Below are IMGUR galleries that include the two now deleted flickr posts from my main flickr, including all comments. There is also a full imgur gallery that includes some of the images used in this post as well as others I made to document everything even more

1.) http://imgur.com/a/8KQMD

2.) http://imgur.com/a/SVjwg

3.) http://imgur.com/a/igFm2

Here is Considerably Ordinary’s Flickr Post when Averylust Resident copybotted her:  https://www.flickr.com/photos/cyface/26673709054/

This girl continues to stalk my flickr. I received messages from people I following letting me know that not long after I fave one of their pictures, she does as well.

This isn’t about her copying my style, or my blog posts. This is about her copybotting my shape and emulating me even in her profile to the point people honestly think it’s me. She’s a liar, she’s manipulative, and she took advantage of me, and numerous other people and I refuse to let her discredit my name by claiming I’m harassing her.

I’m standing up for myself. I’m not going to just lay down and let you potentially hurt another person, Averylust.

Accounts associated that I know of, with her include:

  • Averylust Resident
  • Seerbound Resident
  • Baginya Resident
  • Raidentakahiro Resident
  • Aestriferous Resident
  • Nimblelight Resident
  • Shilosayori Resident
  • Demonicwench Resident
  • Chastityderais Resident
  • Poxtoad Resident
  • Nyotei Resident
  • Arden Beltran
  • Maite Reve
  • Abril Fride
  • There are more alts but Abril will IM people and harass them if anyone knows. Message people again berating them and all the nonsense you’ve been doing recently will get posted.

UPDATE 12/04/2016: Added a few more alts. This list will be updated when I’m informed.

UPDATE 02/05/2017:

Her Flickr Account: https://www.flickr.com/photos/145985624@N08/   (please see update further down as this link is now defunct.)

In November of 2016, she (or one of the guys close to her) made two random accounts and duped my profile, used them to grief sims with my name attached. At first I couldn’t be sure if it was her, but then a close friend of hers was the one spamming RP groups telling them to ban me because they had proof it was me, and once the reports to LL were flooding in, she spoofed her own accounts to try to say I was framing her again.

As of January 2017, she is admitting to copybotting my shape, but that’s all. She’s not claiming she’s copybotted Considerably Ordinary, and she’s dropped her whole story about how I’ve tried to frame her (unfortunately I have the proof that was her first conspiracy here). She’s been trying to use this as a way to obtain pity and for people to see her as a “changed” person, however, as I just stated, she was harassing me as recently as October (so her excuse of “it was a year ago” is irrelevant).

She’s been trying to befriend a lot of people and minimize her offenses, but I have proof with creators that she’s stolen more than my shape (textures, etc). I’ve been doing my best to keep everything strictly to information without my feelings involved. The original posts thoroughly explain that.

The alt list is updated with her most recent accounts (Arden Beltran and Maite Reve) but mind you Maite Reve was either bought or given to her as she was not a SL resident during the existence of last names.

UPDATE 05/07/2017: Another alt. I sat on this one a long while, because I wanted her to have the opportunity to start fresh. She was not banned from shopping sims (minus my own event), and it was not listed or told to anyone. However, she recently sent me an IM and was harassing people on an RP sim, and its an RP sim I just so happen to have friends (FB level friends) involved in, as well as close friends who relayed to me she was stalking plurks of people close to me. Avery is also still ripping the roleplay character ideas of others, one being a tumblr girl she (apparently) used to stalk, and her RP character Kohana (see below):

Avery also had people in the past months since I updated, collect RL information from my facebook, my sisters, and my mothers. She had some random guy doing it (Ginn Chun). She also stated and/or threatened things like calling my place of employment to try to get me fired, taking loans out in my name. I’ve kept my mouth shut in the hopes she’d get a grip and move on, but she hasn’t. With the fact her RP sim figured out it was her, I know I’m going to be blamed when I was not involved at all.

I’m sorry Avery. You got your chance with this account and you blew it. Stop posting on SL Secrets about the people who run the sim your alt account is on (well, was on) .

UPDATE 06/08/2017: Flickr account was deleted, however, she made a new one. The account is named “Quiet Reprise”. Easily found while I was faving a picture of someone I fave regularly and saw a fresh account with bright red pictures, like she’s using for the Abril Fride account.

Flickr Account Here: https://www.flickr.com/photos/149460762@N06/

I’m sure some of you people see me more as the bad person then her at this point, but I’m not going to just back down when someone threatened to dox me, take loans out in my name, and harass my workplace to get me fired. She’ll deny it, I’m sure, but I was pasted them from the skype chats with our mutual friend. I know she knows what I’m talking about.

Now I just need to make a bet on the sl secret she’s going to post. Will it be about me, the snarky testimonial I sent to her new flickr account letting her know I know it’s her, or a secret she makes about herself under the guise either I or someone else posted it insulting her.

If you’re so creative, why are you so predictable?

Memo 06/17/2017:  If you threaten someone, a good person tells the person. Stop acting like you’re a victim. No one did anything wrong, other than you.

Memo 07/02/2017: Got told you’re claiming I’ve been causing drama or spreading rumors or something. I haven’t even been logging in since the first week of June so I’m curious when I was doing that. Maybe you should work on your own RL too. Seems like you need a break, but you’re probably a lost cause anyway.

Also, She’s getting people banned at RP sims again by coming up with lies because she’s a jealous, bitter, conniving no life. Seems like she sucked up to another sim owner/admin so her trashy reputation can be ignored. Just another person manipulated to believe her victim mentality.

Crazy bitches never change.

Personal Note 02/13/2018: Look at this. 8 months and I still have to come back here. Pathetic. Regardless, this is about something not even avery related, but somehow avery related, because for some reason some idiot wanted to post on slsecrets again. In to Horse Necrophilia I guess. Keep on beating it then.

Anyway. One comment that caught my eye was in reference to my blog .com. I switched to https://kitsune-tsuki.com last year. I update this here, but not there. This is the one with all the relevant comments. Anyway, someone tried to claim that I stole the name kitstunetsuki from a ‘lesser known blog”.

Firstly. The term Kitstunetsuki is a Japanese term, so no one made it up themselves. Secondly, I bought my Domain April 29, 2017. I set it up By May 1, 2017.



Excuse the random window, I was being lazy with gyazo and used it to obscure my information. I also cut off a portion of the Transaction ID, for obvious safety reasons.

Now, if you’re going off this one person I think you’re going off of. They didn’t change their blog name until September, 2017.

I’m not going to link anything for them, or show their name, because I have nothing against them. I mean, you didn’t see me crying anywhere that they changed their tumblr/blog to kitsunetsuki did you? Nope. If you want to verify it, just check their flickr stream. Up until September 2017, their tumblr/blog was called something entirely different.

Most other things in the comments were lack luster, especially since most of them elude that I made the post. I’ve never posted a secret and never will. I was also in the Dominican Republic with spotty wifi and only my cell phone. The Secret was also made in Photoshop CS5. I use CC 2017/2018 because I pay for that shit. Thanks metadata.



















Notecard Dump:

01/21/2016 – Averylust – Skin & Shape Request – https://pastebin.com/DtXZtU9u

01/21/2016 – Averylust – Finding my shape on marketplace “by accident”. The shape on there is ancient, but I dunno why she was looking for my name to begin with.  – https://pastebin.com/Nf87JY42

  • January was pre-botting.

02/16/2016 – Averylust/Raidentakahiro – Confronting them “both”, with Avery pretending to be a random asshole (though now she does admit she is who did it, so it’s confirmed raidentakahiro.resident is her) – https://pastebin.com/2t0hnfLv

02/16/2016 – Averylust – Full confrontation chat log – https://pastebin.com/60ha77YE

This is two days, the 16th, when she copybotted me and I accepted her apologies that it wasn’t here, and the 17th, when I invited her to shop a sale with me and when she landed I saw she was still using my shape.

02/16/2016 – Averylust/Shilosayori – Avery pretending to be yet someone else, acting like a friend to Avery, concerned about what has happened. This is a snippet. – https://pastebin.com/sVryb1Zj

I actually just recovered my whole chat log with her, see below:

02/16/2016 – Averylust/Shilosayori – Full chat log – https://pastebin.com/3raBuEdL

05/26/2016 – Averylust/Baginya – Using an alt to ask about poses I used in posts. This alt name conveniently shows up again when she messed up copybotting considerably.ordinary – https://pastebin.com/wPVR18WM

05/28/2016 – The Considerably Ordinary botting disaster. In this notecard she claims someone has hacked her aestriferous account, as revenge for me.  She claims Baginya also got her shape given to her. – https://pastebin.com/DDgqH8aN

06/08/2016 – The fake chat logs of me as Amphetamine Resident. I received two copies, because it looks like she had made a mistake in the initial one. She must’ve been using another chat log as a base. # 1 – https://pastebin.com/JyVku2hB & # 2 – https://pastebin.com/1fV7GphQ

Bonus: The corrected mistake between the two –

The timestamps fuck up on the left one, and there is a weird sentence about being “uncomfortable”. I wish I knew whose chatlogs she maimed to make these.

06/12/2016 – My “infamous” PSA notecard I was sending to some RP sims. Apparently I claimed she was banned at all of Cerberus’ sims as leverage. What ever you say! – https://pastebin.com/1ThkT5d9 (checked, those imgur galleries still work. I need to remember to save them all for posterity’s sake.)

06/20/2016 – Averylust speaking with a third party. She still thinks i’m the one who messaged her sister. I wasn’t. It was a friend of Considerably Ordinary. Maybe ask her about it. Besides, you did fake family deaths and suicides perpetually, and did say you had an ex stalking you. I forget who you told that your dad sexually abused you to, but, irrelevant – https://pastebin.com/bL0t87AD

  • I sat on this chatlog for nearly two years without sharing it out of respect for the person who gave me it.

06/21/2016 – Averylust sent this notecard as a response to someone messaging her or something. I don’t really know. Was given to me – https://pastebin.com/G8YjhSNM

  • I sat on this chatlog for nearly two years as well, out of respect for the person who gave me it.

I’m leaving out a notecard I received from another blank profile’d alt asking about clothing information from pictures posted on my raws only flickr account because I can’t verify if it’s her or not. They were an asshole to me, regardless.

(link to big – https://i.gyazo.com/77cc12b9f9b5ef78d2ed67b9788dc2e2.png )

(link to big – https://i.gyazo.com/61c86efdfed9e9a182ef2be9224f9f58.png )

You never did anything I said you did, I guess.

[RANT] The State Of Fantasy Blogging.

I haven’t seen anyone actually take a moment and ask themselves, especially people involved in the roleplay community, and more-so, the roleplay and fantasy blogging community, why this is okay to do. What I mean exactly is, spamming everyone, and any group with group notice privileges to anyone in the group, with their blogs. How is this the normal thing to do now? Am I just old fashioned?

The highlighted group notices are actually all the same person, for the same blog, all the same day, in like 2-3 groups. So that’s multiple blog posts in one way — which is totally okay, but they didn’t even have the respect of their own hard work of blogging, to actually title the group post and be at least semi intelligent in regards to a small snippet of why I should check out their blog. Nope, just spam. Is this how blogging has evolved in our community?

I’m sure I probably sound like a bitter blogger, one that has never been invited to blog the fantasy gacha and sure, I would love to. I don’t spam groups with my blog though, so I’m sure my measly views aren’t compared to these blogs — which aren’t even syndicated in the gorean feed. Truly, I cannot stand checking my e-mail and seeing people berating my group offlines with blog posts that have little effort put in to them — be it the post or the outfits themselves.

Of course, I fully support the new and up and coming bloggers, and I know it can be rough to figure out your computers graphics, and finding your own personal style but please, have some pride about what you do and don’t shove your blog down my throat like a pushy door to door salesman. We, as bloggers, need to be more professional then this.

WTF. 04.06.2014 [Magical Girl]

Hey all! I know I’m a bit behind on the Sailor Moon bandwagon, and should totally be dressed up in Game of Thrones gear for tonight’s premiere but I just finished making these tiaras (one pictured). I had applied to be a blogger for the current Cutie Moon fair and I guess they didn’t think I was cute enough or a good enough blogger — or get enough traffic (probably true these days) but I didn’t even get a declination notification. I was just left hanging until the day before it opened, I figured I hadn’t been accepted.

Seriously, I remember back in the day when you applied, you were either told you weren’t accepted or a list of accepted bloggers was posted, so that you could see something actually definitive. Being left clueless is really nerve wracking, especially when you’re planning on setting aside some time to blog an event. It would make everyone much happier and less bitter if you’d let people know! On the plus side, if they had let me or let me know, I probably wouldn’t have built this tiara. Good things from the bad, right?

Cutie Moon is still going on, and the event for Game of Throne at The Secret Affair has also started today. Expect today to be a double post day, since I really need to do a GoT inspired outfit (What to do, what to do). Check out the Tiara’s inworld at [twee.] or on marketplace if you’re so inclined. They come in Gold, Silver, Onyx and Rose Gold and each pack includes five different gems or minerals.


Hair: TRUTH – Crys
Eyes: DEAD APPLES – Striking Eyes (Spring & Olive)
Nails: Don’t Remember (Sorry!)
Piercing: TWEE. – Liska (modded)
Mesh Bits: Cute Azz, Slink Medium Feet, Slink Hands

Tiara: *NEW* TWEE. – Magical Girl Tiara (Gold/Ruby)
Top/Corset/Back Bow: FATEPLAY – Rena (Super Heart)
Skirt: NINFANIUM – Mikiki Tutu
Stocking Base: IZZIES – Thigh High Knit Socks
Stocking Bows: ATOMIC – Scout Stockings (Chibi)

[RANT] Of Mice and Men

So, while laying in bed watching Vikings, I tabbed back in to see group chat posted of a man who IMed and harassed a girl from the group both in IMs and local, unsolicited. I was really amazed that this man had the audacity to attack her with such blatant ignorance.

The man IMed the girl with:
[22:36:04] Benjamin Curtiss: Share this with your “master”…..the only type of person that would want to collar another like a dog is nothing more then a sadistic fuck with low self esteem and makes others do his bidding. Also….thew one that is weak enough to be collared and be a slave is just as weak, if not more, because you suffer from low self esteem. You like being used, collared, dragged around, told what to do, USED…..you are both piles of crap for thinking this is normal, fun and what adults do. To me it’s the same thing that adults do to those with slow, abnormal o child-like mentalities. Please don’t bother to respond because I have muted you and what I see as a frustrated sexual fantasy gone wrong…..:-) Have a nice day! REMEMBER!….leashes are for dogs and other animals…..not people.

You see, and this wasn’t all, but first let us go over this ellipses-filled piece of trash bit by bit. In no way do I, as a submissive — key point here, since we only roleplay Gor, it isn’t truly for real (surprise), do “his bidding”. I am not a slave. If by, “doing his bidding” you mean doing things like, making him lunch, doing his laundry with mine, asking him if he needs a drink when I’m going and getting him one, then sure, I do my “Master’s” (That’s supposed to be capitalized there Benjamin, but you don’t really know how that goes huh) bidding. Out of roleplay, I don’t call my partner Master. I think a lot of people fail to realize that most things where a submissive would refer to someone as as Master/Mistress is effectively roleplay. It is a scene being played out within a relationship, it does not mean that the switch is on 100% of the time. We are all adults, with adult things to do. Depending on the desires of both mutual parties designates the degree of overflow between “vanilla” and their fetishes.

Now, on to the topic of Self Esteem, because this can get tricky so stick with me here Benjamin. All of us, literally, every single person on this planet – sans the sociopaths born from our ever growing narcissistic culture, have self esteem issues. Yeah Benjamin, even you do, even I do, even Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt. No joke. It’s part of being human within this society. We are all bombarded with what is “normal” or “perfect”, roles not a single human being fits, because it’s all made up with the use of Photoshop. Trust me, I’m an artist, I know how Photoshop works and nothing you see these days in a magazine or a picture or a billboard is untouched. Nothing. Does this mean the person I call “Master” or “Daddy” or “Mister” has low self esteem? No. Does this mean I do? No! Does this mean that we both think we’re perfect and don’t struggle at times with self-acceptance? Of course not. Self Esteem plays a part in life for everyone and sure, it could definitely find itself as a huge player within the roles of Dominant or submissive but it does not , in any way, define either role. I’d also like to point out that typically sadists have less self esteem issues then masochists, so stringing those within the same sentence are a little problematic.

“Also, the one that is weak enough to be collar and be a slave is just as weak…” You really go on about self-esteem a lot there, Benjamin! I feel like you’re projecting a little bit! If your curious, I’m referencing your projection on to someone else your own insecurities, attacking them instead of handing your own problems, it’s almost like denial! It’s a really amazing defense mechanism. Sadly, the idea that someone who identifies as submissive is also weak is a common conclusion, which many people familiar with submissive’s and submission itself have to go to great lengths to try to clear up. Let me try to be pretty concise on this, while trying to be as brief as possible, since this already extremely long: I am in no way a weak person for entrusting someone else with my feelings, safety or emotions. I am a strong, independent individual who made my own choice out of personal thought and delegation to entrust someone else with them, whom I trust as much as I trust myself, knowing that there is a slim chance I might get hurt emotionally out of it but I still allow it, because I love them. I am a strong soul, aware of my own desires and choices and find safe haven and comfort in the thought that there is someone there to hold me when I am scared and when I show vulnerability — When I am truly human, and not a day warrior wading through the daily war with the world, media and social prejudices.

Perhaps I do, every so often, want to be “used” or told what to do, dragged around, spanked. Perhaps I do somehow identify as a masochist, because the pain makes me live in the moment and let go of all the anxiety, stress and fear that weighs me down every day and when we pull ourselves into our own little space in our own little world and I kneel at his feet and look up at him and he looks down and strokes my hair, I forget everything else for that moment in time. When he spanks me, I revel in the tingling nerves, the sensation shooting through my being and I’m alive. I’m living that moment. The pain I may feel inside, sucking my soul in to a black hole has just manifested itself on my skin and if my ass is red and marked and I try to sit down and I feel the sting, I feel a spark of clarity, that is constantly overshadowed by the burdens of life. I am not the first, nor last, that struggles with coping with life, nor am I to be shamed or crucified for my affinity with pain. Those who first accept how to feel pain are those who can truly feel happiness and love. Pain is part of the spectrum of sensation and accepting pain is a strength as a human being.

I’d like to think that many of us who categorize ourselves as Dominant, submissive, Sadistic, Masochistic, and any other like term are aware of our own intelligence. We don’t accept this thought process of power exchange without the knowledge of what we’re getting in to. It’s 2014, scientific studies and more are at our fingertips, absorbed through our brain at faster WPM read then any other generation (and only increasing with each).

When my “Master” places a collar around my neck and a leash affixed to it, even if it is just in Second Life or in our house in real life, it makes me smile. It makes me happy. Just because you think it’s wrong doesn’t make you right, either. If your only argument is that we are not dogs, then no, we are not of the Canidae Caninae Canis species, but we are of Hominidae Hominini Homo species as Homo Sapiens. We are an animal. Which means, if I can leash and collar another animal, I am just as capable to be collared and leashed. I accept my leash and collar consensually but the dog has no say, which one do you find worse when you think of it that way?

Sadly, he really wanted to berate and demean this girl. Apparently he had a female accompanying him, which only makes this whole situation even more mind-blowing.
[22:47:21]  —: hes following me around and calling me a pooch in local
[22:47:32] —: but i havent replied to him because clearly thats what he wants

[22:40:19] Benjamin Curtiss: Hmmm…another coward.
[22:42:05] Benjamin Curtiss: Here poochie!….want a treat?…lol
[22:44:28] Benjamin Curtiss: I have doggie treats here!
[22:44:53] Benjamin Curtiss: Flea dip treatments for 10L….lol

Of course, I had to go see what this guy had to say. Quickly, however, I realized I was running in to a wall. Well, two of them. The woman he was entertaining was quick to defend him and his haughty way of speech is an apparent deflection, trying to avoid his own defensiveness.

I was probably an asshole, but frustration when you’re trying to talk at a wall is a hard thing to avoid.

[23:16:16] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: So I hear you like to harass women about topics you know nothing about.
[23:17:09] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Or, since you’re attempting to entertain a lady, are you going to ignore the fact that you were demeaning, harassing and insulting to a woman
[23:17:23] Persian Chevalier: He’s afk
[23:17:43] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Well he sure enjoyed messaging a girl who was only here for the exhibit to harass her about her own personal life.
[23:18:07] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: So if you don’t mind, I’ll stick around until he decides to crawl back out.
[23:18:33] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Since, if he’s going to insult people through his own ignorance, I can try my best to at least educate him.
[deleted some irrelevancy here while he is afk, see pastebin for unedited]
[23:22:32] Benjamin Curtiss: Back!….hi, Vayne! Oh….you have something to say? Hmmm…..not to me. Now, go back and try again. ….you have been commanded, directed, shown the proper way of how to talk to me and you have been measured, in as far as you can try to “correct me” with your small-ish vocabulary on matters you know nothing about. Why do I say that? Easy….you don’t know me….:-)
[23:22:50] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Calling a woman weak because she identifies as submissive is essentially insulting most women, because most women would identify as submissive when in love with a man, because within our evolution and development as a civilized species of animal, we have been put into our submissive little box by ignorant men, which I can be so bold enough to categorize you in.
[23:23:13] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: More-so, just because I identify as submissive does not in any way mean you can dictate to me how I should behave.
[23:23:25] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: You earn submission, it comes with respect.
[23:23:37] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: You have shown no respect nor understanding to other people and as such, you garner none from me.
[23:24:19] Persian Chevalier: Actually… being in love does not make you submissive, and to earn submission.. better would be to “earn” equality… My opinion.. so don’t clump all women as wanting to be submissive.
[23:24:27] Benjamin Curtiss: AND!…LOL…*too funny*….it was addressed to her and her master. He declined to answer….poor guy…:-( Not as much back bone as I thought he’d have. But, what can you expect out of a slave owner, right. Ok….you too are on mute because you too have bored me with your lip flapping and showing me absolutely no respect due to me as a man.
[23:24:32] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: My “small-ish” vocabulary vastly outnumbers your even more minuscule understanding to what is a Dominant/submissive, or even Sadist/Masochist relationship.
[23:24:38] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: This is where you’re incorrect.
[23:24:52] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I am not below the man I am submissive to, I am an equal player in our relationship.
[23:25:17] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: You deserve no respect you ignorant buffoon.
[23:25:18] Persian Chevalier: then enjoy it.
[23:25:33] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I enjoy mine immensely, as does the woman he decided to IM and demean.
[23:25:35] Benjamin Curtiss: Are there any more? I welcome all new comers. I’ll not back down from my position, as you will not back down from yours.
[23:25:47] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: She was here on her own accord, just as I am, and he went out of his way to harass her.
[23:26:31] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: If he can’t handle someone coming here, actually speaking back to him, then all he truly is, is a little bitch boy playing alpha in hopes some big booted woman slaps him and pussy whips his face so he licks them.
[23:26:51] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Because that’s all he sounds like, trying to sound as haughty as he can.
[23:27:19] Persian Chevalier: he sent her an Im stating his opinion. 1 IM.. he was not “harrassing”.. They did not need to respond or even acknowlege him, which they did not.. He is entitled to his opinion as you are yours..
[23:27:21] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Persian, would you like to know the type of things the man you seem to want to defend enjoys IMing random girls while they’re minding their own business?
[23:27:25] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Actually, it was.
[23:27:27] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I’ve seen it.
[23:27:46] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: IMing someone is not entitling someone to an opinion
[23:27:49] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Especially when he didn’t stop.
[23:28:01] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: He went out of his way to message someone and be rude.
[23:28:23] Persian Chevalier: I’ve seen it too… he stated his opinion. He hasn’t said anything to you yet here you are harassing him.. makes you no better than he.
[23:28:34] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: So, you can’t call me a coward now, and try to offer me doggy treats. What will you do?
[23:30:07] Persian Chevalier: Let it go Vayne… it wasn’t your business then, and it’s not your business now.
[23:30:23] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Seeing as you want to play “alpha dog”, I am not going to waste my time trying to discuss how based on total ignorance your “opinion” is. Your opinion was unsolicited, which deems it as harassment.
[23:30:37] Benjamin Curtiss: Vayne….go back and play with your lil friends. You being here is no more of a help to your position, or any other. Tell me about trust, faith, love, tenderness, caring, honesty, sex, mutual communicatioin and or how there is a greater bond with the slave trade and a master. To me all of those are squarely diminished as soon as you make another a piece of property. There is something significantly wrong with that twisted sense of logic and overall frustrated theory of a ‘relationship’….go back and plkay with the other like minded children now….:-)
[23:30:58] Persian Chevalier: so if your opinion Vayne.. which makes you the harrasing party now..
[23:31:11] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Actually.
[23:31:13] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: This is in local chat.
[23:31:25] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: If I IMed him
[23:31:31] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I would be harassing him unsolicited.
[23:31:42] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: The TOS is a hard thing to handle
[23:31:51] Persian Chevalier: you have your opinion which you’ve stated.. the matter is over.
[23:31:53] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: But I’ve done nothing but ask him why he felt the need to be arrogant and rude to someone.
[23:32:06] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Alas, an alpha dog needing a woman to do his arguing.
[23:32:11] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Truly, truly befitting.
[23:32:11] Benjamin Curtiss: Make a complete sentence! Not these hacked up 6 or 7 worded posts…ty.
[23:32:31] Persian Chevalier: it’s not your business.. if the other lady wanted to ask, then it’s her business.. she ignored him which was her prerogitive.
[23:32:56] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: You know nothing in regards to D/s relationships, or even the basis a Sadist and a Masochist benefit each other in multiple and therapeutic ways.
[23:33:05] Benjamin Curtiss: LOL…..I had you on mute for a reason and not to have Persian be my “mouth piece”…LOL That is a silly position to argue from.
[23:33:08] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: You spend your time in SL pretending to be this hard ass.
[23:33:10] Persian Chevalier: and I’m not defending him. I’m irritatated that you are here forcing your beliefs on me.
[23:33:14] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: So enjoy your time pretending
[23:33:24] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Instead of harassing women.
[23:33:34] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I’m forcing no beliefs.
[23:33:37] Persian Chevalier: good bye Vayne.
[23:33:41] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Please, show me when have I?
[23:33:51] Persian Chevalier: you’re done your duty.. it’s over now.
[23:33:55] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I’d love to see the context of which I’ve attempted to force any actual opinion down either of your throats.
[23:34:02] Benjamin Curtiss: I don’t pretend to be a “heard ass”. Persian can tell you….it’s a few and far bewtween event when I say anything to anyone about my personal views in SL.
[23:34:09] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I stated your opinion is based on obvious ignorance, of which neither of you seem to want to educate further upon.
[23:34:32] Persian Chevalier: you have no basis to say such a thing.. you have no idea what I do or do not know about the matter..
[23:34:40] Persian Chevalier: You’re just pushing out words that make no sense.
[23:34:42] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: That is your own mistake, not mine, and truly, ignorance is not bliss, for it is the surest and quickest path to bigotry and hate.
[23:34:45] Persian Chevalier: so let it go.
[23:35:48] Persian Chevalier: you’re being a bigot by telling us we’re wrong for not abiding by your lifestyle. so you’ve stated your opinion. now.. go away.
[23:35:54] Benjamin Curtiss: Ahhh…..ignorance. perfect way to start an objective opinion and win a case based on slavery. Which, you may have heard this before, is objectifying another human and debasing them with the thoughts and promise of a loving relationship. If you are not equals to another how can there be an equal relationship?
[23:36:00] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Enjoy your ignorance, swim in your hatred and fester within the confines of your own brains you’re starving of the one thing our species has mastered: the pursuit of knowledge.
[23:36:07] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I’m not telling you to abide by my lifestyle!
[23:36:10] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Not once have I!
[23:36:30] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I simply stated that harassing people for something you know nothing of is rude.
[23:37:03] Benjamin Curtiss: I will swim and relish my ignorance! I will wear it proudly, like a coat….it’ll keep me warm against the others like yourself…:-)
[23:37:09] Persian Chevalier: all you can say is that you only have the knowlege of your lifestyle.. you don’t have any idea what knowledge I carry around so don’t preach to me….
[23:37:19] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: So why are you preaching to others?
[23:37:28] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Is there some reason you’re allowed to do it and not I?
[23:37:42] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Is there a reason you are able to IM a girl minding her own business and preach to her?
[23:37:42] Benjamin Curtiss: It wasn’t preaching on my part…..just my opinion. Is that the same thing?
[23:37:43] Persian Chevalier: I’ve simply told you to drop the matter and go away, but you keep preaching about our ignorance..
[23:37:52] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: No, Persian.
[23:38:00] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: You are actually not involved, but you’ve made yourself involved.
[23:38:01] Persian Chevalier: Yes Vayne.. drop it
[23:38:08] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: It was more about his bigotry.
[23:38:28] Persian Chevalier: drop it Vayne.. it’s gone far enough.
[23:38:38] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I could care less about your little chorus, as unless you were also IMing a girl for no reason other then to be demeaning
[23:39:01] Persian Chevalier: this is tiresome Ben…
[23:39:08] Benjamin Curtiss: LOL….here’as the thing. If you bring YOUR personal lifestyle into SL and you parade it aroound…..some may take offence to it, as I do. So, if something is said, as you should expect it to be done, donm’t be offended. Just walk away, ok?
[23:39:08] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Though, with how you are defending him, I can only assume you were giggling like a little girl as he spouted his hatred and ignorance.
[23:39:32] Persian Chevalier: I wasn’t aware of it at the time…
[23:39:38] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Thinking it was so endearing and cute, that he is so manly, so strong to state his opinion, when in truth, all he is, is a coward, calling others a coward because he knows nothing of what he’s attacking.
[23:39:58] Persian Chevalier: but regardless.. he is entitled to his own opnion and he can state it to anyone he cares to… that’s all people’s right.
[23:40:12] Persian Chevalier: you, however, were not involved, but have put yourself into it.
[23:40:15] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: She wasn’t parading it around. She wasn’t shouting, “Hi, I am a part of a D/s relationship who also roleplays in a science fiction community that has female slaves”
[23:40:23] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: This exhibit is nearly pitch black.
[23:40:28] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: You went out of your way to IM that girl.
[23:40:30] Persian Chevalier: simply to berate him for his ignorance.. so how does that make you better?
[23:41:03] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I’ve seen that girls profile, and in no way does she parade it around, other then our typical “limits”, which isn’t just for Gor, but for all roleplay within Second Life.
[23:41:30] Persian Chevalier: go away Vayne.. you’re redundant
[23:41:40] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Enjoy your time, and again, find comfort in your declination of the acquisition of knowledge when it’s held before you.
[23:41:45] Benjamin Curtiss: Persian does not giggle…..she is a mature woman that knows how she wants her life to be in SL. She has opinions, is responsible and doesn’t let me tell her what to do. She’s a strong woman that doesn’t have to be collard or led about. Nor does she like to see other led about….it’s disgusting.
[23:41:51] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Her life to be in SL.
[23:41:54] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Thank you, key point.
[23:42:07] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Seeing as both of you only live for what you do in Second Life.
[23:42:47] Persian Chevalier: I hate seeing people search for arguments and eventually resort to insults when their arguments fail.
[23:42:51] Benjamin Curtiss: LMAO!…..if youo had ANY idea about how much we share of each others RL you would never have made that statement!
[23:42:52] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I’m in a healthy relationship with a man who is Dominant towards me, in real life, and we roleplay within second life.
[23:42:53] Persian Chevalier: again, Vayne.. just go away.
[23:43:08] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I allow him to be Dominant, and I am just as strong as he for I choose to let him be.
[23:43:34] Benjamin Curtiss: Put him on a leash and make him follow you around for a month….
[23:43:35] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: You both are blind, I’m sure you both even call yourself good “Christians” too.
[23:43:46] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Enjoy it.
[23:43:54] Persian Chevalier: Christians don’t do what you’re doing right now..
[23:43:59] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I’m an atheist.
[23:44:01] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: So I don’t care.
[23:44:03] Persian Chevalier: of course you are..
[23:44:07] Persian Chevalier: fits.
[23:44:10] Persian Chevalier: good bye Vayne
[23:44:14] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: I don’t need to be coddled by the idea that there is “something more”.
[23:44:20] Benjamin Curtiss: Nope…..I never, ever said I was a good Christian, Muslim, Baptist or even an Atheist.
[23:44:22] Persian Chevalier: good bye Vayne
[23:44:27] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Oh, and for a bit more intelligence thrown your way
[23:44:31] Benjamin Curtiss: Never will make any sort of claim like that.
[23:44:59] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: Check out the scientific research studies in regards to the happiness of people who are atheist versus those who try to fit within the regulations of a religion.
[23:45:07] vɑуɳе ᴅɑʀкʍɑᴛᴛеʀ: The findings are substantial.

I left, there was no way anything would come from it, seeing as he was trying to project this stereotypical alpha man (aka STRONG RL GOREAN). I tabbed out to start penning all of this, only to tab back in to an IM! Sadly, he seemed to have gotten tired of SL and logged out.

[23:56:15] Benjamin Curtiss: Oh come on! You can’t just leave like that! You made a commenbt about religion that was completely unfounded with which you had no support for. Then, after making us try to feel insignificant, and you fialed, you left without ONCE proving your point at all. Very disappointing, actually. So, if there ever is a reason you want to try, to your folly, to convince me how your chosen lifestyle is superior, please do. I need something I can share with friends…lol Until then please stop! And why oh why didn’t one of these burly “masters” explain thhings to me? Oh right….because they know I’ll shoot them down too…:-) Enjoy!
[00:19:44] Verinne Ansar: I’m sorry, are you attempting to sound intelligent again? I made my comment in regards to religion by the way you treat other people, just as those who call themselves good “people of the faith” discriminate. If the analogy was lost on you, then that is not my problem.
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[00:21:01] Verinne Ansar: I need not try to prove how I life is superior, that is not my point nor goal. My way of life is what I chose as is yours. You don’t see me telling you how you live your life is wrong, hell, I didn’t even ask about it.
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In all, even now there are ridiculous misconceptions of the idea of D/s and those who find us who Roleplay within Gor as ignorant invalids, incapable of loving people as equals. When truly, we love and see everyone as a strong equal and within that sea of acceptance, we find the other piece of our heart, our ying to our yang, our spring to our winter. I find us as the most human of human, the most true to our selves and the strongest souls finding another strong soul to get through the life with.

For entirely unedited chat logs, please see the pastebin: http://pastebin.com/YR19dbrG

(I only edited it irrelevancy, like him trying to talk to some other girl).


(High-Res @ Flickr.)

It’s been about a year now — a little more, since I was active within Second Life and within the sphere that is Second Life blogging. I’ve missed both the grid and the mentality that comes with being a blogger and as my life has settled in to a steadier pace, one that involves a healthy balance of real-life and time to play, I find myself excited to return to all the realms I kept myself within virtually.

While I’m not completely ready to get back in to blogging yet, I wanted to post something to let anyone who still peaks in on this blog a heads up that I’ll be returning shortly. I’ve cut out 20,000 items from my inventory and once I’m completely done cleaning out my inventory and organizing it, then I will be ready to get back in to the swing of things.

I want to give an idea of what to expect from Awesome Sauce [AS] when I return, as an outline for myself. I plan on blogging my regular Gorean/Fantasy outfits and I also plan on branching out to have specific blogging categories. This means I want to blog new releases of specific things and have them sorted in to an easy to access tab at the top. They would filter in to the regular posts but highlighted as well. These will most likely include new releases of hair and skins.

I also plan on highlighting sims. I’ve always taken pictures to play around with and I’ve linked to the sims I’ve taken them at but I’ve never actually just photographed the beauty of a well done sim and highlighted it before. I feel like this needs to be done — especially for Gor. I’d love for anyone to send me notecards in-world regarding sims they find particularly beautiful, so that I may take the time to visit.

Outside of blogging, I will be getting back in to building. Expect a complete overhaul of [twee.] in the coming months — as well as new releases. They will be slow initially, it’s been a few years for me now since I’ve built but I have some ideas I’m working on getting out.

Beyond both of those realms, I’ll be looking for a great RP environment to contribute to, once I’m ready. It’s been a while and I feel like my RP character needs her own overhaul, though only slightly.

So, I’ll be seeing all of you very soon.

Lion Weiz and How to get yourself banned from Meeroo Sims


Seems that Lion finally returned the Nile — coaxed but returned.

[13:17] Verinne Ansar: Hey! I heard he returned it
[13:17] Nathalia Bigbear: yuuuuuus
[13:17] Nathalia Bigbear: YAAAAAAAAAAAY
[13:17] Verinne Ansar: Good!
[13:17] Verinne Ansar: I’ll update the blog post and everything
[13:17] Nathalia Bigbear: yus yus yus
[13:17] Nathalia Bigbear: he was super friendly now
[13:17] Nathalia Bigbear: oO
[13:17] Verinne Ansar: Good! I’m so glad he returned it
[13:17] Nathalia Bigbear: thanks you girls sooooooooo much!!!!
[13:18] Verinne Ansar: I’m so sorry you had to deal with that!

I have Meeroos. Anyone who is a friend in-world or on flickr knows I have too many and I’m always in atleast five to seven meeroo groups at a time reading auction spam, sale spam and basic meeroo community chatter. I caught the tail of a conversation from a girl in total dismay in the Wonderful World of Meeroo’s community chat and with a little bit of scrolling figured out that she was selling at an auction for the first time, she had taken a painted nile to sell but she didn’t price it at home. She went to price it there but above douche bag bought it for 0 (zero) lindens. Painted Nile does not and should not equal zero.

Conversation, without the TOS violation of course

(wordpress =/= LL jursidiction)


I haven’t really posted in, say, forever. I do plan on it, really but I felt this had to get told. I know how many people who are a part of the fashion feed communities that also are extremely involved in Meeroo’s.  I doubt that the roo will be returned. He tried to act like a victim only to insult and threaten me in return (which negates any AR you want to try to throw at me, smart-ass). If I owned a Meeroo Sim, he’d be banned. If I knew anyone who owned a Meeroo sim, he’d be banned.  The fact he was so arrogant about this whole situation just makes me even more determined to make sure he realizes there are consequences for his actions.

Fuck you, Lion Weiz. I hope you enjoy the last roo you got.